Week 2

I'm going to try to keep going with this.

Wednesday afternoon - a repeat with pig master daddy.  Very intense and very deep, and I got him off twice with my hole, amongst other things.  He's rougher and much more dominant than what I tend to enjoy, but I've appreciated him expanding my horizons.  Someday I'll have to blog more about him, but he's still a little edgier than I am totally comfortable with.

Wednesday evening - After washing up after the gym I found myself able to host.  An anonymous cock shot requesting a bottom appeared and craiglist, and I was able to oblige.  He was far hotter than I imagined - I suspect normally out of my league, but slumming it with some exotic piece of hole.  Early 40's, gym body silver haired muscle daddy with a wonderful 8 inch hard white cock.  After gagging on it for the preqrequisite length of time, it was time for the main course.  Lots of lube and spit - this daddy liked it wet and juicy.  No rimming but plenty of spit on my hole to get me going.  The breeding scene was wonderful - both of us with t-shirts and socks on, me in my jockstrap, his raw white cock pistoning in and out of my hole as he did me missionary style on my yoga mat.  Oh and we were passing his popper bottle back and forth.

When he came he said "Here you are boy, giving you what you wanted."  I smiled, looked into his blue eyes, and repeated my mantra ("breed me daddy") and extracted a huge wad of pent of man energy from him.  Pretty sure it was a one time thing, but glad that it happened.


Monday:  A quick nooner with one of my regular business daddies, and later in the day a long session with pig master daddy.  One load from the first, delivered doggy and quick.  Three slow loads milked out from master, with great skill and care.  The second was particularly great - he stuck a vibrating egg up my hole as he fucked me, trying to mimic what double penetration might feel like.  It made my hole quake and gasm and he shot one of the largest loads I've ever felt with him.

And that's it.. a fairly slow week.  7 more loads, most of which came from old reliable pig daddy.  14 bred into the cunt for 2013.  Not bad yet.

Week 1 - A review.

So one of my many resolutions for 2013 is to update this blog at least once a week.
I figured I'd start slowly, with just a cataloguing of loads.

So here goes:

• 2012 ended on a sour note.. I tried getting some cream on New Year's Eve, and was pretty much utterly stymied.   The first few days of the New Year were there taken up by a nasty cold. 
• Finally I felt a bit better, so on Wednesday I took myself to the gloryholes.  It was a strange time.  I took 2 loads in each end, and sucked a lot of cock.  The highlight was this compact latino daddy with 8 uncut who loved my hole and bred me and kept on going.  
• Friday I took on two married guys, in quick succession, during their lunch break.  Both of them creamed in my boy hole.  The second was particularly hot as he was fresh meat - thick, uncut, Latino, spoke English poorly.  He asked nicely if he could cum inside me, and I remembered enough Spanish to say "Si papi chulo".   I didn't explain to him that I had a fresh load in me when he entered, but its presence insured he didn't last very long.
• Monday was kind of epic.   In the course of a three hours, I serviced three of my regulars.
•  I milked one of my regular daddies, who had been backed up over a week by a work schedule of doom.  He took some vids of him inseminating me, which came out quite well.  
• Shortly after, one of my long time daddies came over, with his 9 inch pierced cock of delight.  He is a felcher, and was super turned on to discover that I had a fresh creampie for him to delight in.  He usually takes ages to cum, but the combination of my freshly bred hole and my eagerness got him to inseminate me in record time.  Afterwards he stayed joined for nearly an hour as I sniffed poppers and confessed all of my exploits to him.  He commented that I'm the only boys he's been with that he can be a total pig with at one moment, but then switch gears into a spiritual mentoring mode without it seeming abrupt.
• Finally, a local pig daddy called and wanted me over.  I didn't tell him about the other two dads until I got there, but I could see his eyes light up when he did.  We smoked up and sniffed poppers, and got to business.  He used and abused me fairly hard, but gave me the third load of the day in short order.
• In the shower at home I sampled all the cum in me.  I swear it was nearly a cup full of perfect man cream, churned and combined my cunt into something otherworldly.  I, of course, ate some and didn't let it go waste.

So yeah, that's 2013 so far - 7 loads up my hole, a few down my throat (they barely register in my accounting), and more to cum.

Happy New Years to one and all.

Boxing Day present

I had to work over the holiday, which was pretty annoying, and it seriously cut down on my time to get seed.  I finally had a day off, and things seemed pretty stable at work, so I thought about putting my ad up on CL and seeing what bit.

About an hour later, and not a peep of interest.  I'm thinking of taking it down and going off to be a productive citizen when the doorbell rings unexpectedly.   I hurry to rush and put some clothes on, thinking it might be a delivery guy or some evangelists that I must politely shoo away, when I open the door.

He's late 40's hairy, italian, balding, jeans and a leather jacket.
"Hi, I came by to your place about a month ago.. was driving by.. mind if I come in?"
I let him in.  I try to excuse myself to go to the bathroom real quick, but he stops me.
"I just want to get my cock sucked, that cool?"
I nod vigorously, and get on my knees.  I open his fly and fish his cock out.. getting it hard in my mouth.
"Mind if I kick back?"
 He drops trou and sits on my couch.  I continue working on his cock.  IT's getting bigger.  6 inches.. 7 inches. 8 inches, slender and cut.  He's covered in nice fur.  I want him in me.  I drop my pants and let him see and play with my butt and hole.
"Fuck, I want to get you in a sling.  Wish I had time."
He's hard.  I'm gagging on his dick, slurping down his precum.  It's time to make my move.
I say the first full sentence since he came in the door.
"Can I ride it daddy?"
He nods, and I slick up my hole with baby oil and like the pro that I am, slide down his rod, taking it balls deep without pausing.  He gasps.  I start working on his cock with my ass muscles, doing the yoga poses and internal contractions needed to milk him.
"That's it baby, tighten up for me.. here it comes."
I take a hit of poppers.  Right nostril then the left.  I get my dick hard to the point of explosion but I don't go over the edge. I feel him thrust and start to spurt.
"Breed me daddy.."
He does, emptying himself in me.  It's a huge load, full of pent up holiday cheer.  I sit joined with him for awhile, doing the requisite milking of the last drops.  I gently disentangle myself afterwards, and clean him up and send him on his way.

It's a pretty typical experience for me these days.. but what has me so boned about it right now.. is that I can't remember any details of when he first bred me.  It's so amazing to get to the point where I am into strangers dumping loads in me.  All the cocks blur into some kind of idealized neo-platonic phallus - bottom boy magic, you might say.

Drought and Rain

It's strange how things go in cycles.

Last week, was a pretty good week.  I did my usual routine, and managed to get 9 loads in my hole and a few up my mouth by the end of it.   I had some pretty intense experiences with some daddy tag teams that I'll probably have to write about when the mood strikes me.

But then, after the weekend - a total and complete drought.  No one was biting.  Nothing was happening.  I had someone arrive and then see me and walk out.  It's disappointing when that happens - I know I'm not a bad looking guy, but I'm definitely not typically cute so it wasn't out of the blue.  After a really bad hook up with a way too panicky versatile bear dude, I was ready to throw in the towel.

I had the morning off today so I figured I might try and see if my luck changed.  And at first, the same usual BS as before - a lot of tweakers who have no concept of time or respect for others, lots of guys interested but too far for a quick hookup.

And then it finally happened.  Two tops hit me up at the same time.   One a repeat off craiglists - early 40s bi  "str8" italian top with 7.5 who loves to breed in hole.  Very hands off, just super into raw ass on his meat, and making a bottom boy beg.  He kept asking about group scenes, and I told him I would try.  He said he wanted me ready in 30, and I said yes.

The second was a late 50s daddy bear off bbrt.  He has the honor of being the first man to take my "sling cherry" - he's into the scene and he and his husband used me in their basement dungeon a few years back.  I was too nervous and too unsure of myself at that point, and I sort of competed for attention with his cubbish husbear, so I wasn't invited back.  Daddybear kept in touch with me though, and today he happened to be around with a weeks worth of cum stored in his 8 inch PA'd tattoed cock.  He suprised me by saying he was free and could be over in 30 minutes.

The italian arrived early and came pretty damn fast up my hole.  I tried to keep him entertained until daddybear arrived, but he was in a hurry.  Daddybear walked in on him grunting his "straight" load up my hole, and watched me clean his cock as he got dressed.

Daddybear was a little surprised by the guest (and I was bad in not explaining things to him in advance..) but he forgave me as I gave him head and let him plow my creamy hole with his huge thick PA'd fatherly cock.  I got him off suprisingly quick - he kept commenting on how tight and pristine my hole felt on his fat prick, despite him watching another man unload in me just minutes before.

I told him salacious details of the italians using of me, and it worked.  The magic words were uttered.   He erupted fountains of cum up my hole, and then held me and made me jack off me cock while he was hard and buried in me.  I didn't need any encouragement - my load, held in check for days for a good bottom boy who never showed, spilled over the floor.   As daddy watched, I licked all the cum off the floor, off his softening dick, off his hard metal PA.  He made me eat his ass and lick his feet, and I thanked him.  He wanted to stay longer and put more seed in me.. but he had places to be and so did I.

And that was it.  I guess I might keep trying to get more loads today.. but it's hard to beat what just happened.  I guess I should thank the cosmos for pulling through.

The science of breeding.

http://www.natureworldnews.com/articles/125/20120821/protein-in-semen-acts-on-brain-and-triggers-ovulation.htm

So while this study is all about heterosexual mating, it wouldn't suprise me if proteins in semen have a direct biological effect on the neurology of the bottom receiving seed.  I've been told the cum "high" I get from taking loads is entirely "in my head", but I have felt for a while that there is a direct link to the depositing of hot raw semen.  Perhaps one day, science will catch up and do experiments on queer sexuality as well, but until then..

Time for more experimentation and data collection.

Happiness is..

A warm load of married daddy bear cum, oozing from my hole, and dripping down my leg...
and a second "straight" boy on his way over to add his seed to the mix.

Superboy and Big Black Daddy.

Sometimes, life can become absurdly heroic.

The bear daddy from yesterday got busy and like I figured, he wasn't up for a repeat.  I however was super horny, so I cleaned up, got my poppers out, and went to the gloryholes to cruise.

The first cock was pretty impressive and immediate.  No play through a hole, he just right in the booth with me.  Light skinned black-latino daddy, 9 inches uncut, beautifully hard and in control.  He knew precisely what I was and what he wanted, and he got to business.  Deep throating him until I felt the first drops of precum, then presenting him with my ass.  No questions asked, no words uttered, he sank into my furry hole balls deep.   He gave me a hell of ride, alternating from pumping my ass and mouth, until finally he sat down and had me sit in his lap and ride him.  He hissed and bit his lip as he came, and I felt the load boil up through his shaft until he coated my insides.  I cried out, and kept milking.  After the load he stayed in my cunt for a few minutes, working it in, and then pulled out.  I sucked him clean and sent him on his way.

The next few cocks were sub-par.  I don't mind old daddies, but if they can't get hard or use too many poppers and just want you to suck their cock for hours on end.. well, that's just no fun for me.  I tried getting a few of them up my hole, but only one was able to do the deed.  I let them down politely, sucked a few off (including a hot muscle bear and 9 inch italian gym body who reeked pleasantly of ganja), and kept looking for more dick.

And then the pieces fell into place again.  As I was peering through a GH, I saw a hot scene.  This young brown headed hipster boy was playing around with this heavy black boy.  They both had their dicks out.  The hipster's was 6 inches - an average white piece.  The heavy boy had a good 8 uncut piece of meat.  I salivated, sucked both their dicks, and they invited me over to their booth.

Once there, things got a bit crazy.  The little hipster kid apparently fancied himself as some kind of dominant top, barking orders at me.  I'm used to being submissive, but fuck if I've taken them before from such a young kiddo.  He guided the heavy set boy's meat into my hole as he fucked my throat.  I noticed then the kid had a crazy hot tattoo right above his dick.  The Superman symbol.

Part of me laughed.   Compensating much?   But part of me was turned on by the cockiness, the attitude, and my inner comic book geek liked it.

As I was contemplating this, the heavy set black dude gasped and I felt a surge of warm seed in me.  Another down.  He quickly excused himself, and me and superboy kept playing.

He started in on fucking my ass.
"Are you safe?"
"Sure."  I had no idea about the three other loads in me, but I knew I was.
He was nervous but stuck it in and gasped.  He pounded me hard, but after the big dicks in me, he wasn't making much headway.

And then it came through the hole.  A seriously giant black cock, 11 inches long, probably 7 around, uncut.. hard as a rock.   Both me and the kid went gaga over it.  Sucking it, stroking it.   He invited the guy into our booth.  I felt the kids hole.  It obviously wet with excitement, but totally unready to be fucked.  I guess it was my turn.

The daddy who came in was dressed in a workman's uniform - unassuming, bald black daddy.  Wedding ring, which made my pussy twitch.  And when he showed me the meat, I was in awe.  I could put both my hands around it, and still not cover it.  I scrambled for my lube, doused his cock in it, huffed my poppers, as superboy guided big black into my cunt.  Without hesitation, I took it balls deep and bareback.

Words can't really describe what it was like.   The feeling of total and complete submission, being impaled like that.. well, it was ecstatic.  Magic.  A shamanic state.  Daddy was in heaven.  The hipster kid was obviously entranced too.  I doubt he'd ever seen someone take such a big cock so expertly and reverentially.  He told that daddy in his sir-voice to "fuck the slut hard", but his words fell on deaf ears.  Daddy was in charge know and he knew it.  The kid's bravado was superfluous.

The two of them took turns on my ass and throat.  I felt kind of bad for the superkid, as my cunt was so stretched by Daddy's big black meat that his average piece in me must have felt like fucking air.  Eventually he made me gag on his dick and shot his load over my bearded face, and excused himself.

That's exactly what daddy wanted.  I could tell he wasn't really comfortable with the kid being there.  He wanted some quality time with his pussy boy on his prick.  And I gave it to him.  I grabbed my poppers and bent over deeper, and said my mantra.
"Breed me daddy."

And he did.  He went to town, mating me.  Strong, and silent, totally in control.  He left his clothes on, but I stripped down to my jockstrap and socks.  Another hungry pig watched us through the gloryhole.  I made a lot of eye contact with him, but I think he was content in just watching.  Jealous perhaps, but I was showing him how it was done.

Daddy didn't stop.  5 minutes.  10 minutes.  15 minutes passed, constant deep pounding.  Not rough, but insistent and complete penetration.  Poppers made the world fade.  The only thing that existed was this act of primal mating.  Huge black dick sliding into loaded up cunt.  I was pouring sweat.  I lost the ability to speak, to beg for seed, to tell daddy I loved him.  Guttural animal noises came out of my throat.  Everyone in the dirty bookstore knew what was going on.  I didn't care.  It was just me and big black daddy, and he was going to knock me up and make me his baby if it was the last thing I did.

The load was phenomenal.  I felt it build up in him, churning out of his balls, and oh so slowly and gently flow out of his god-prick into my inner depths.  I cried and thanked him over and over.  He worked it into me slowly, rewarding me for my good service.  I didn't want him to pull out, but like all married men, he had places to go, family to be with.  When he came out, the pop was audible.  His dick was coated with white bits of sperm from the previous fucks.  A huge drip of cum fell from his piss slit.  Reverentially I was on my knees, making sure none of it went to waste, cleaning him up as best I could.

He tried some small talk, but I was dazed and unresponsive.  He quickly left, and I just sat there for a while, trying to understand what just happened.

I spent another hour there.  I probably should have left, nothing would have compared to that.  Another married man shot his load up my ass through a gloryhole, but his 7 inch white cock barely registered.  The load was delightful though, and I finally went into a booth with a hungry bottom daddy who had been eyeing my dick the entire time I was there.  It was time.  Finally.

Forcefully, gently, I let him eat my ass.  He moaned, and gasped gratefully.  He knew what he was getting.  And so I let him have it.  I served him the creampie.. all those loads I collected, I slowly pushed out for him.
As he eagerly gobbled them down, my dick finally got hard.  I blew my load down his throat, and left, thanking him for his service.