Week 4.

Sometimes you just have a good week.

Tuesday:
Technically this should have been put into last weeks log, but I forgot.
Right before heading off to work, a semi regular daddy hits me up off CL.  Within minutes, I'm at his place, doing the downward facing dog with his raw baby oiled dick up my ass.  He's tall and skinny, late 40s, with 9 inch uncut slim and narrow dick.  He's a little femme for my tastes, but when he tops he's masculine enough.  He fucks me loudly on the floor of his basement apartment - above us there's a coffee shop and we can hear customers come and go.  He practically shouts when he breeds my ass, and I'd be mortified if I hadn't lost all shame years ago.


Wednesday:
I had a repeat session with the short and squat tattoo'd daddy from last week, who I've been becoming quite fond of.  He's 60, so it takes him a long time to cum, and I'm not used to long term fucking - I tend to like it short and sweet.  After he comes up my ass, he goes back down and starts felching his load out.  I get instantly hard, and start eating his ass out, and pretty soon I'm balls deep up his impeccably clean daddy hole.  I don't last long but he's very good at what he's does, and within minutes I breed my first hole of the year.

I thought I'd be satisfied by that.. but it was not to be.  An hour or so later I am dropping my pants in the backroom of an office.  Office backroom guy has bred me a few times before - he's nice and tall and has a decent sized cock, but I'm not super cool with the location.  He blows a huge load up my hole, and sends me home dripping.

On the way home I get hit up one of my regular daddies.  I tell him that I'm creamy and he's in a hurry to get on over.  He's a short married guy with a small dick and huge loads.  He does me the way he likes it - face down on the couch, poppers under my nose, just a hole to get off in.

With three loads up my ass my hole is swimming with seed, and I'm still want more.  The universe of course has a very bossy daddy bear call me, right when I've got to get back to work.  I make plans for him the next day.

Thursday:
Like the good boy I am, I go over and see The Bossy Artiste Bear.  He's 6'2, hairy, large, handsome, and has a decent 7 inch fat cock that loves to go in raw and breed deep.  The problem is that's he's.. well, demanding and more than a little crazy.  It's good to get on my knees and popper up and serve him, but the load is perfunctory at best.

Friday:
I post on CL and this Married Bear who met me a few months ago drops me a line.  He's a good fuck, but like many married men, he suddenly disappeared.  I drive over to his place and he's all over me.  He's about my age but muscled and furry with a 7 inch uncut cock.  We have some glorious vanilla sex on his couch, kissing, rimming, lots of attention to my hole, and a deep hot load of glorious bear jizz inseminated into me.

I promise to become a regular of his.  He seems happy with the idea.

Saturday
 I manage to snag a tag team from two daddies - my university lunch time daddy, on his way to the gym, and the face down daddy from early.  This time it's face up as we are all playing together.  Within minutes I'm made airtight- university is in my mouth and throat and facedown daddy is pounding away at me on the floor.  I beg for breeding and the face down daddy delivers one of his huge signature wads.  As he's getting dressed, university is mounting me and delivering a pent up load.

I'm deliriously happy, and more than a little cum high, so I sign onto bbrt, and who do I find but the short 'n squat tatooed daddy.  Minutes later he's over and felching and fucking my hole with wild abandon.  He cums very loudly up me, and then starts working on my nipples and dick.  I get hard and go down on him.. and smell and taste cum.  The daddy has been bred before he got here.  I get rock hard and slide into him.  The feeling of fresh jizz bathing my cock as I plow is too much, and I unload within minutes. 


(Am I becoming a top?)


Sunday: 
I rest.

Monday:
I receive a glorious load from a red headed construction worker daddy.  He's so much my type, I'll have to write about him seperately.   He breeds me in an abandoned house he's working on, which is a little strange but very hot.

Shortly afterwards, I let a young bear pig felch and fuck the construction dad's load out of me.  He inseminates me hard, and there is a puddle of mixed cum under my hole when he's done.  I lick it all off the floor and we snowball it between us.

Oink!

Tuesday:
Redheaded is in love with my hole, and schedules a repeat.  This time is even better than the first.

Immediately after finishing him off, the slim uncut femme daddy top wants my hole.  I drive right over and give it to him.  It's not the first time he's had sloppy seconds (or thirds) on my hole, but I've never brought it up explicitly.  He loves it and cums deep and hard, poppered up beyond belief, grunting and crying in his basement apartment.

Load count -That's 13 more loads, which is, well, better than I thought.  Brings me up to 33 for this year, which is a little more than a load a day.

Week 5 is going really well so far, and I hope to be able to continue like this for the foreseeable future.

Week 3

It continues.  A somewhat slow week for me.

Wednesday - Well, this was a surprise for me.  I spent too much time hunting, and had close to no luck.
I finally hit up one my regulars, which is a little odd in that I've never seen his face before.  His routine with me is always the same - be face down, ass up on the couch, ready to receive, when he walks in.   He's a short swarthy daddy in his mid 30s, with an average 6 inch cock.  That being said, he gets hard and fucks like a straight divorced man, which I think he is.

He gets in and mounts me swiftly, hammering me from on top.   His technique is good and it's hot to be used as a cum dump like he does.. but the best thing with him is when he cums.  For a short average cocksman, his loads are amazing.   He shoots a HUGE amount - and trust me I know my loads.  I always try to keep all the cum I take inside me, but he has never failed to fill me to the point of overflowing.  I try my best today to take every drop - to open up my pussy and let his daddy seed flow into me, but its just not possible.

He leaves me, face down on the couch, my butt slathered in seed.

I'm up after he leaves, and log onto bbrt.  A bull pig daddy in his 60's has been trying to meet me for weeks now, but we've never been able to click.  I invite him over and voila, 15 minutes later he's here.  He's not that much to look at - short, squat, 6 inch cut dick.. but he's here and willing and I hadn't told him about the first dad's load.  He breds me hard with the first dad's load dripping out of me.  We exchange a lot of dirty verbal about the first dad and him knocking me up and whatnot.  The thrill of the first meeting sends him over the edge, and he stays hard and cums twice in short succession.  He wanted to leave, but I showed d him my hard dick and he was on his knees.  I made him eat the loads of my creampie, then shoved my exploding prick down his throat.

Friday - A disappointment.  Spent a lot of time wooing a hot muscle daddy off CL, go over to his place, smoke some weed, suck his cock... and then his BF texts and he gets super guilty and nervous and asks me to leave.  Sigh.  At least I got to indulge in some half decent 420.

Saturday - Woke up feeling really annoyed at Friday's night failure, so I attempted to ameliorate the situation.

First I am hit up by a regular daddy of mine, who has had a new job and we've been on incompatible schedules.  I promise to let him inside me, because what kind of boy would I be without him.    But I make plans off craigslist to collect a load immediately afterwards...

The first load goes off without a hitch - bear daddy is short, muscular and hairy, and I normally would love guys like him but his dick is, well, on the smallish side.  He treats me well and eats me out and shoots a huge wad up my hole.  I promise to be by when I can, and hurry off to my next appointment.

The second load is a sort of strange - guy in his mid 30's, cluttered apartment, the strange vibe of someone not in the best place in his life.  He's tall but a bit doughy around the middle, but his dick.. damn if it wasn't 8 inches of pure white goodness.   After a little bit of foreplay he doesn't last long up my hole.. I'm riding him missionary with the first daddy's load dripping out of me, and he shoots big time.  He's apologetic, wanted to last longer, and already planning a repeat.  I nod, and get on my way.

On my way home, I receive a text from the ex-bf of a kid I was fucking a few years back - a early 30's muscle bear top dom guy.  Honestly, while he's hot and shit, he's a real jerk, but he wants to fuck, and here I am with two loads dripping out of me.  I don't tell him that, but go right over.  He's in bed, smoking and poppered up, watching porn and edging with his 7 inch veiny cock.  I'm on it within minutes, and tell him about the loads in me.. and he doesn't last.  He shoots a huge one up me.  I get off of him with a plop and dear goddess, there is pool of cum all over his cock and balls.  I go down and like a good boy and lap it all up.

 So yeah, that was week 3.  Six loads, so 20 loads total for 2013. Not bad, huh?

Week 1 - A review.

So one of my many resolutions for 2013 is to update this blog at least once a week.
I figured I'd start slowly, with just a cataloguing of loads.

So here goes:

• 2012 ended on a sour note.. I tried getting some cream on New Year's Eve, and was pretty much utterly stymied.   The first few days of the New Year were there taken up by a nasty cold. 
• Finally I felt a bit better, so on Wednesday I took myself to the gloryholes.  It was a strange time.  I took 2 loads in each end, and sucked a lot of cock.  The highlight was this compact latino daddy with 8 uncut who loved my hole and bred me and kept on going.  
• Friday I took on two married guys, in quick succession, during their lunch break.  Both of them creamed in my boy hole.  The second was particularly hot as he was fresh meat - thick, uncut, Latino, spoke English poorly.  He asked nicely if he could cum inside me, and I remembered enough Spanish to say "Si papi chulo".   I didn't explain to him that I had a fresh load in me when he entered, but its presence insured he didn't last very long.
• Monday was kind of epic.   In the course of a three hours, I serviced three of my regulars.
•  I milked one of my regular daddies, who had been backed up over a week by a work schedule of doom.  He took some vids of him inseminating me, which came out quite well.  
• Shortly after, one of my long time daddies came over, with his 9 inch pierced cock of delight.  He is a felcher, and was super turned on to discover that I had a fresh creampie for him to delight in.  He usually takes ages to cum, but the combination of my freshly bred hole and my eagerness got him to inseminate me in record time.  Afterwards he stayed joined for nearly an hour as I sniffed poppers and confessed all of my exploits to him.  He commented that I'm the only boys he's been with that he can be a total pig with at one moment, but then switch gears into a spiritual mentoring mode without it seeming abrupt.
• Finally, a local pig daddy called and wanted me over.  I didn't tell him about the other two dads until I got there, but I could see his eyes light up when he did.  We smoked up and sniffed poppers, and got to business.  He used and abused me fairly hard, but gave me the third load of the day in short order.
• In the shower at home I sampled all the cum in me.  I swear it was nearly a cup full of perfect man cream, churned and combined my cunt into something otherworldly.  I, of course, ate some and didn't let it go waste.

So yeah, that's 2013 so far - 7 loads up my hole, a few down my throat (they barely register in my accounting), and more to cum.

Happy New Years to one and all.

Superboy and Big Black Daddy.

Sometimes, life can become absurdly heroic.

The bear daddy from yesterday got busy and like I figured, he wasn't up for a repeat.  I however was super horny, so I cleaned up, got my poppers out, and went to the gloryholes to cruise.

The first cock was pretty impressive and immediate.  No play through a hole, he just right in the booth with me.  Light skinned black-latino daddy, 9 inches uncut, beautifully hard and in control.  He knew precisely what I was and what he wanted, and he got to business.  Deep throating him until I felt the first drops of precum, then presenting him with my ass.  No questions asked, no words uttered, he sank into my furry hole balls deep.   He gave me a hell of ride, alternating from pumping my ass and mouth, until finally he sat down and had me sit in his lap and ride him.  He hissed and bit his lip as he came, and I felt the load boil up through his shaft until he coated my insides.  I cried out, and kept milking.  After the load he stayed in my cunt for a few minutes, working it in, and then pulled out.  I sucked him clean and sent him on his way.

The next few cocks were sub-par.  I don't mind old daddies, but if they can't get hard or use too many poppers and just want you to suck their cock for hours on end.. well, that's just no fun for me.  I tried getting a few of them up my hole, but only one was able to do the deed.  I let them down politely, sucked a few off (including a hot muscle bear and 9 inch italian gym body who reeked pleasantly of ganja), and kept looking for more dick.

And then the pieces fell into place again.  As I was peering through a GH, I saw a hot scene.  This young brown headed hipster boy was playing around with this heavy black boy.  They both had their dicks out.  The hipster's was 6 inches - an average white piece.  The heavy boy had a good 8 uncut piece of meat.  I salivated, sucked both their dicks, and they invited me over to their booth.

Once there, things got a bit crazy.  The little hipster kid apparently fancied himself as some kind of dominant top, barking orders at me.  I'm used to being submissive, but fuck if I've taken them before from such a young kiddo.  He guided the heavy set boy's meat into my hole as he fucked my throat.  I noticed then the kid had a crazy hot tattoo right above his dick.  The Superman symbol.

Part of me laughed.   Compensating much?   But part of me was turned on by the cockiness, the attitude, and my inner comic book geek liked it.

As I was contemplating this, the heavy set black dude gasped and I felt a surge of warm seed in me.  Another down.  He quickly excused himself, and me and superboy kept playing.

He started in on fucking my ass.
"Are you safe?"
"Sure."  I had no idea about the three other loads in me, but I knew I was.
He was nervous but stuck it in and gasped.  He pounded me hard, but after the big dicks in me, he wasn't making much headway.

And then it came through the hole.  A seriously giant black cock, 11 inches long, probably 7 around, uncut.. hard as a rock.   Both me and the kid went gaga over it.  Sucking it, stroking it.   He invited the guy into our booth.  I felt the kids hole.  It obviously wet with excitement, but totally unready to be fucked.  I guess it was my turn.

The daddy who came in was dressed in a workman's uniform - unassuming, bald black daddy.  Wedding ring, which made my pussy twitch.  And when he showed me the meat, I was in awe.  I could put both my hands around it, and still not cover it.  I scrambled for my lube, doused his cock in it, huffed my poppers, as superboy guided big black into my cunt.  Without hesitation, I took it balls deep and bareback.

Words can't really describe what it was like.   The feeling of total and complete submission, being impaled like that.. well, it was ecstatic.  Magic.  A shamanic state.  Daddy was in heaven.  The hipster kid was obviously entranced too.  I doubt he'd ever seen someone take such a big cock so expertly and reverentially.  He told that daddy in his sir-voice to "fuck the slut hard", but his words fell on deaf ears.  Daddy was in charge know and he knew it.  The kid's bravado was superfluous.

The two of them took turns on my ass and throat.  I felt kind of bad for the superkid, as my cunt was so stretched by Daddy's big black meat that his average piece in me must have felt like fucking air.  Eventually he made me gag on his dick and shot his load over my bearded face, and excused himself.

That's exactly what daddy wanted.  I could tell he wasn't really comfortable with the kid being there.  He wanted some quality time with his pussy boy on his prick.  And I gave it to him.  I grabbed my poppers and bent over deeper, and said my mantra.
"Breed me daddy."

And he did.  He went to town, mating me.  Strong, and silent, totally in control.  He left his clothes on, but I stripped down to my jockstrap and socks.  Another hungry pig watched us through the gloryhole.  I made a lot of eye contact with him, but I think he was content in just watching.  Jealous perhaps, but I was showing him how it was done.

Daddy didn't stop.  5 minutes.  10 minutes.  15 minutes passed, constant deep pounding.  Not rough, but insistent and complete penetration.  Poppers made the world fade.  The only thing that existed was this act of primal mating.  Huge black dick sliding into loaded up cunt.  I was pouring sweat.  I lost the ability to speak, to beg for seed, to tell daddy I loved him.  Guttural animal noises came out of my throat.  Everyone in the dirty bookstore knew what was going on.  I didn't care.  It was just me and big black daddy, and he was going to knock me up and make me his baby if it was the last thing I did.

The load was phenomenal.  I felt it build up in him, churning out of his balls, and oh so slowly and gently flow out of his god-prick into my inner depths.  I cried and thanked him over and over.  He worked it into me slowly, rewarding me for my good service.  I didn't want him to pull out, but like all married men, he had places to go, family to be with.  When he came out, the pop was audible.  His dick was coated with white bits of sperm from the previous fucks.  A huge drip of cum fell from his piss slit.  Reverentially I was on my knees, making sure none of it went to waste, cleaning him up as best I could.

He tried some small talk, but I was dazed and unresponsive.  He quickly left, and I just sat there for a while, trying to understand what just happened.

I spent another hour there.  I probably should have left, nothing would have compared to that.  Another married man shot his load up my ass through a gloryhole, but his 7 inch white cock barely registered.  The load was delightful though, and I finally went into a booth with a hungry bottom daddy who had been eyeing my dick the entire time I was there.  It was time.  Finally.

Forcefully, gently, I let him eat my ass.  He moaned, and gasped gratefully.  He knew what he was getting.  And so I let him have it.  I served him the creampie.. all those loads I collected, I slowly pushed out for him.
As he eagerly gobbled them down, my dick finally got hard.  I blew my load down his throat, and left, thanking him for his service.

bottom boy yoga

It's been a strange few days.  Real life has intruded into my new quest to become a thoroughly dedicated bottom boy.  Still, I've taken six loads of my cunt in the last two days, so it's not all bad.

The seventh load of this week was pretty good, so I thought I'd write about it while its still simmering in me.  He was a daddy bear that I've known for years, but has only bred me a few times.  Married to his own bottom boy, I am sure they have a nice life together, but I know daddy likes cunt boys who put out the way he likes it.

He let me know that he'd be here this morning, so I got ready.  Showered, greased up, got in my breeding strap.  He arrived a little early (which is unusual but not unpleasant), and got stripped down to business.  He's in his 50's, 5'10, shaved head, hairy all over, build thick but not overweight.. and with a 7 inch fat italian dick that loves boy flesh.  He had me gagging on his dick in no time.  I can usually deepthroat a lot more, but he was really into making me choke on it, so I indulged him.  

Then it was time.  "Bend over and lube up", he barked.

I nodded, grabbed my albolene, and coated my middle finger with it.  As daddy watched and held my ass cheeks open, I slid it up my hole, coating my insides.

"Here it comes boy...".  He slid in hard, to the hilt.  I gasped, but frankly I've been taken so much dick lately his was more comforting to my empty pussy.  He gasped and groaned and slid in and out, standing behind me, bent over.  It was working, he was getting harder and stiffer and I could feel it building up in him.  But the angle wasn't working great, and I could feel him lagging.

I knew I could do better.  So I bent over and grabbed my toes in a yogi toe grip, and pulled myself forward and down.  I assumed the pose known as padangusthasana:  (Illustrated below)

And that did the trick.  Suddenly dad's cock started gliding into me, hitting the magic spot.  I groaned, and without touching myself, my soft cock in my jock pouch leaked precum as my hole had an orgasm.  Dad noticed, and asked me what I wanted.

"Breed me daddy."  I uttered the mantra with reverence, and noticed what he enjoyed.  I engaged muladhara bandha, tightening up inside with the hidden muscles gained from years of cock worship and yogic practice.

He shuddered and unloaded.  Groaned like an animal, as I kept milking him with the cunt.  "There you go boy.. what a sweet ass.. breeding my cunt." he announced.  I spent a few minutes getting every drop out of him, and as pulled out with a plop, some of the load slipped out of me before I could close the seal.

On my knees in front of him, I sucked his cock clean, licked his seed off the floor, and kissed his feet, before sending him back out to work.

He texted me an hour later, asking me to sample my own creampie.  I just did.  So fresh and so sweet.
He might be coming over again for load number two.

linebacker pig

I was having a frustrating morning.
I'd been bred the day before, of course, but instead of fixing the craving, it seemed to make it worse.
I'd posted at the usual places, but nothing seemed to work.  Some pig daddy stood me up for a younger bottom boy. Another few seemed promising but the timing wasn't working out.  I worked myself into a frenzy teasing a bi married daddy, trying to convince him on the many virtues of inseminating my more than willing boy pussy.

Again, he stood me up.  I was beginning to give up hope, but then, it happened.  An old fuck buddy of mine signed on, and he was both free and willing.  I was lubed and on my way to his place within minutes.  Ain't technology grand?

He's a hot bear - 6'3, bald, furry, with a big former linebacker's build.  A good six inch and fat cut bear cock, mid 40s.  Old enough to be called daddy, but young enough to fuck like machine.  He's been plugging me for many years now, off and on, starting when I was much younger and more innocent and progressing to what I am now.

I told him when I got there I only had 30 minutes - I couldn't be late for work.  He just nodded and pushed me towards the bedroom, stripping of his clothes on the way.

Pretty soon I was on my knees, gagging and begging on his thick cock.  He forced it down my throat as I teared up a bit.. not "real" tears (I'm a better cocksucker than that) but he likes to think he's rough and in charge.  Pretty soon I climbed on the bed and stuck my ass in the air and begged for it.  He put it in one fell swoop - lucky for me this former boy scout vaseline'd up a few minutes earlier - and he slid right in.  He growled.

"How many loads do you have up there?"
"None today sir."  I answered truthfully.
Though he's been breeding me for years now, the last several times I've given him my hole, I've been sloppy with someone elses load.  I would have given it to him again that way, because he loves it so much, but luck wasn't on my side.
(I didn't tell him about the six loads at the gloryholes the day before.)

He grunted and growled, fucking me deep.  He got me on my stomach, lying flat on top of me, his immense bulk over my skinny lithe body.  Pounding me like a former jock he was.  I begged for it, calling him daddy, and asking for him to knock me up.

With a howl he unleashed his thick wad in me.  I growled back and milked as much of it out of him as possible.  When he pulled out with a pop, I was on his cock in a blink, licking off the tasty last dribbles of cum and licking the pussy juice off his cock.

I thought that would be that.. but he surprised me.  He started fingering my ass.  "Push it out." he said.  I just moaned and resisted.  He was more insistent as I started to suck his cock.  It got hard again my mouth.

His finger fucking got more urgent.  So I decided to go for it.  I straddled his face as he fingered my creampie.
"Push it out!" he repeated.
I just lowered my creampie onto his face.  Tentatively he started to lick and eat.. and then began to devour.

Yes, that's it, I thought to myself..  "That's a good pig."  And I did what he asked me.
I pushed it out.  Two large creamy servings worth.
He shared them with me in a deep kiss.  Male bonding at its finest.
"Next time, I'll come over after I've taken five or six loads up my hole.."
Shyly, he says, "Well, I don't know about that."
I just smile, kiss him, whisper "bye bye pig daddy", and get dressed and out the door.
And start making plans for the future.